3/5/22 : the best thing ive woke up to + headcanons

SO UHM THIS BLUEYCAPSULES UPDATE HAS ME SCREMAIFN IM TOO GAY FOR THIS I CANT

yk wht fuck it im just gonna ramble about jeremike today bc i feel devious

so we can all agree that jeremy and michael are in love? LIKE... when they look at eachother, their pupils dialate,

which is a usual reaction when someones looking at something they love emotionally and ngl thats SO CUTEEE i sound like a little fujoshi ik but ive never loved a fictional ship like this before as a mlm person i adore this relationship so much its so healthy and very little people fetishize it (besides some people pointing it out, ive never seen it personally). i have nothing else to say but i love these fictional homosexuals so much

tbf ive always loved jeremike as a kid (regrettably) and these two just push me further into this obession omg..

i was going to share my bc!fnaf race + identity hcs before i read the upd8 but here they are anyways

william afton: white, bisexual + aro

sunny afton: wasian, closeted lesbian

michael afton: wasian (with a bit more tan), gay + ace

elizabeth afton: wasian, lesbian

C.C (evan) afton: wasian

henry emily: white, bisexual, trans

emilie emily: lebanese, pan + GNC

charlie emily: lebanese-american, trans

sammy emily: ???, unlabelled

bosley "boss" boseman: irish, pansexual

ivy boseman: albino mixed, pansexual

philip guy: filipino, gay

jeremy fitzgerald: mixed (white + AA), gay, trans

joan madruga: afro brazilian, lesbian

3/4/22 : its MY comfort character and I get to overanalize him

so ive been thinking about the bite of 87 in blueycapsules lately and how jeremy's dream of one day escaping hurricane back to a carefree life in california will never come true because according to medical sources, losing the frontal lobe means that he'd be fully paralized and unable to form full sentances. plus, he mentions not wanting to leave alone,

which foreshadows his later relationship with michael, and he most likely wanted to run off with him. imo this makes this a lott more sad :[[

on the same topic of jeremy, i want to shift the focus to how he interpets himself in his imagination. even though it's a small moment in the comic with it's comedic bits, this actually has a few more small details about his character that people might have looked over. firstly, the most noticable is his ripped up shirt. ive seen multiple interpetations of this, from jeremy making himself look more 'buff' in his imaginary world, to him feeling as if he's 'run down' in a sense. i don't really have a concrete understanding of this yet, but its interesting to see the fandom's theories.

one i do understand, though, is his doplhin tattoo. usually, it's a small detail on jeremy's forearm. in jeremy's imagination, it expands to his whole arm.

i personally think this is symbolism for the freedom of his mind and how he has full control of himself without any limits, since in the 'real world' he views it as sort of a 'constant reminder of home and of the freedom to be the person i want to be' according to the blueycapsules character QNA.

this, of course, connects back to his fairly rough childhood with his aunt highly restricting his liberties due to her conservativeness and strong religious beliefs, which lead to jeremy being kicked out of her house after getting said tattoo. i believe this to be a liberating moment for jeremy, although it's hard to be a homeless 16 year old in 1985, hes still free from the pressure of the life he was forced to live endorsed by his relatives in utah, namely pamela fitzgerald.